Cerita ku

Hello again readers. People comes and goes just like that. Right? Who are we to deny the path they've taken. I know I'm not a good friend though, I'm still value our time together especially in our diploma. Oh, I love those moment. You are a good friend of mine who I idolized. I want to compete with you. I make you as my rival. You know, that I want to be like you. You seems so manageable, diligent, know where you should go and know what you should do to achieve your goal, so unlike me. Actually, I'm jealous when you close to others because I'm afraid that I will lose my best friend just like that. Now, maybe I've lost you. We don't talk much lately in this one year or two. It's not your fault. It's mine for not remember that you have your own life and I have my own legs. I need to be independent and stop depend on someone. I'm so weak.

Hello to whoever reading this small blogging channel. Yet I'm here after been so long taking an hiatus. A lot of things have happen to me. Some things have changed some things that I have been going through. All that matters as I take it as experienced to be a person. Great things that I just finish my Bachelor of Computer Science, majoring Software Engineering and now starting my career. That's another story. Bad things is, so far my life have been so confusing. I have family, I have friends, I have someone that I love, I have job, but the things is my heart just empty, lonely and yet I don't know what I should be doing. I know, life isn't much and didn't expect to be long but at least I wanted to know clearly where I'm going, know what I'm going to do. I didn't hope much. But I hope you there, still with me. Thank you.